Our motorcycle diaries

Now that it's no longer awkward and

Though I haven’t the slightest clue

There is something I would like to do

Surprise you.

I want to give you a random call

After being silent all summer long

Ask you to a ball

Read drinks and football

At a local mall…

Catch up on the latest of Al gore

Pretend not to have an agenda at all

While I quietly scheme a plot

To steal a motorbike

And get you to come with me on a boat

On a tour, of a small crater lake

Then hike to the mountaintop

To catch the best view at sunset

Pop a bottle of chardonnay white

And just celebrate

Naivasha is a place of magic

Humming to nature’s music

Appealing to the artistic

Peaceful on the hammock

Everything is frolicsome

Encourages me to party some

There Paula (Kahumbu) got engaged

I was humbled

Martin got martini-ed

Grace disgraced and

We will be healed.

Come with me to Naivasha

wait for it... on a motorbike?

Was it not you who wanted to know if I ride...

Am I right?

Misery Business

Strumming my chords of weakness, you!

Simultaneously breaking and making

My heart.

Have mercy I scream, drowning

Beneath the sound of your ignorance

So blissful

I can't, no I won't do this anymore

If I had a choice

I would walk away, into oblivion

so far

from this pain of you, I inflict on me

Cool calm collect, so together, you!

never realising, never seeing

never.

I say never again, ever

But how forever can I stay

away.

I can't, no I won't linger here

If I could

Leave I would but where is my

will,

When I more than need him

betrayal of one's feelings to oneself, of one's head

to one's heart.

My heart, why, couldn't you pick

on one,

One that requites, one that feels

the same,

As I, why, did you have to reach for

what you can't

No I can't, I won't play this games

No more.

Behold Johnnie seats crying

cursing

See Sam outdoes himself phone

call

After call after, why not return

Why

Can't you, you want to but why

Won't you

I can't, no I won't settle for that which

is available

Just because it is, I will pain instead

hoping helplessly that I find, you!

Something is wrong with the world,

My world,

It don't spin right, it don't tilt right,

it orbits

Around all that is so rightfully wrong

as if, guided, misled, directed by a blind

yet all knowing, truth, true north

True, yes true to you, you!

Rest come to me, content please, I welcome

you,

forgetfulness, nothingness

I'd rather die than fight, not,

I want, yet I can't let go of you

I need strength, to unclench

unfeel

I won't, I can't turn off my life support

You!

For what it's worth

I have a crush (Is it still called that long after 12 months)

That will not go away

Feels like I’m in too deep

Have I lost my mind?

I just like talking to you

I like you

That is what it is.

I don’t know how it started

Or when it did

I just know I can’t sleep

I can’t eat anymore

Waiting for love to walk through the door

I wish I didn’t miss you anymore

It is how its is.

What you don’t understand is that

I would catch a grenade for you

Throw my hand on a blade for you

I’d jump in front of a train for you

I would do anything for you

Yes I would die for you baibe

Yet I don’t know why

I would go through all this pain for you

It just is what it is.

There were days I thought I wouldn’t survive

If I didn’t hear your voice

Without that kiss

And it’s been a long time coming

But when it does

I will be here with arms wide open

I’m too in love to let go

And if I don’t try then I’ll never know

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Now I’m running in circles

Going to the start

It is what it is.

When you feel like you are stuck in reverse

Like you

Lights will guide you home

Back to me

And I will be there to love you

Each and every night

And I will try to fix you.

What I should have said

Lets make our motorcycle diaries...

Is what I should have said,

But I never told you I just held it in,

You were in my dreams...

I will have breakfast with you at the Chalet...

Now I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you -

Even after that melt-down

Come to Naivasha with me?

I bought you a gift.

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to

When I am around you

Watch the most beautiful sunset with me...

Yes I will have coffee with you...

I miss your blue eyes

Every time I close mine

It came from nowhere...

You are right we all do...

We all fall short of glory

Lost in ourself

I am scared...

I hate that you put me in this position...

I am not sorry...

At least now I know...

I will never forget

I will never regret

One day maybe we'll meet again

Closer to the edge.

Inspired by: Colbie Caillat- I never told you

30 seconds to mars- Closer to the edge

Courtesy of Meme's Playlist ;)