Showing posts with label conflicted. Show all posts
Showing posts with label conflicted. Show all posts

Thursday, August 9, 2012

I AM YOU




I look at you and I want to cry

I look at you and I want to embrace you


I look at you and I wonder why

I look at you and I wonder how

I look at you...And it's me I see.


I see you and I shudder

I see you and my mind is in a fit

I see you and I want to hurt you

I see you..and I hate that I like what I see

I see you, and it's me I see.


I think of you and my heart aches

I think of you, and tears overpower me

I think of you and my strength fails me

I think of you and I want to die

I think of you...And it's me I see.


I don't cry much but I cry over you

I think much...

It's you I'm thinking about

I love much, but I never love you

I care much, but I don't care for you.

I laugh much, but I don't laugh with you.

I wish to embrace you though, but I can't.

What I don't understand is my hate for you

Yet...I AM YOU.

By Gatavi

Monday, January 3, 2011

What I should have said

Lets make our motorcycle diaries...

Is what I should have said,
But I never told you I just held it in,

You were in my dreams...

I will have breakfast with you at the Chalet...

Now I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you -
Even after that melt-down

Come to Naivasha with me?

I bought you a gift.

You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I am around you

Watch the most beautiful sunset with me...

Yes I will have coffee with you...

I miss your blue eyes
Every time I close mine

It came from nowhere...

You are right we all do...

We all fall short of glory
Lost in ourself

I am scared...

I hate that you put me in this position...

I am not sorry...

At least now I know...

I will never forget
I will never regret
One day maybe we'll meet again
Closer to the edge.


Courtesy of Meme's Playlist ;)