What I should have said

Lets make our motorcycle diaries...

Is what I should have said,

But I never told you I just held it in,

You were in my dreams...

I will have breakfast with you at the Chalet...

Now I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you -

Even after that melt-down

Come to Naivasha with me?

I bought you a gift.

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to

When I am around you

Watch the most beautiful sunset with me...

Yes I will have coffee with you...

I miss your blue eyes

Every time I close mine

It came from nowhere...

You are right we all do...

We all fall short of glory

Lost in ourself

I am scared...

I hate that you put me in this position...

I am not sorry...

At least now I know...

I will never forget

I will never regret

One day maybe we'll meet again

Closer to the edge.

Inspired by: Colbie Caillat- I never told you

30 seconds to mars- Closer to the edge

Courtesy of Meme's Playlist ;)

Walk away or Love anyway?

Truth is:

He has been here, done this; twice before.
There will be no holy matrimony.
He doesn’t need my hand in marriage.
He will never be a father to another.
Mwiba wa kujidunga hauambiwi pole.

Anguish is :

Being alone and lonely in his house so homely,
Falling head over heels for a man guarded to the teeth.
Leaving his wife, albeit a little too late.
To know I will cry every night he is out of sight,
To know without a doubt, no other will ever have my heart.

Courage is:

To love him anyway,
To know that time is a healer.
To live in the moment,
To chase my dreams.

Idiocy is:

To hope things will get better.
To think he will love me eternally.
If I was smart I would walk away,
I am still here so I guess I am not.