Lusts of the flesh

Funny that I wait for my phone to ring
Though I haven’t the slightest clue, what to say to you
I don’t even know you, but I want to say I love you
I want to say I’ll be here for you, I’ll wait for you
Care for you, breathe for you, and smile for you
I do that every minute of the day you know,
Smile for you.

Rub my feet against yours again
Clasp my hand and squeeze again
Embrace me and hold me tight for once
Kiss my brow and find my pouty lips
Touch my stomach and don’t be afraid to feel my heart
I won’t question if you want to go further
I want to find you, be with you
Fly with you to a far away land
Fall in love with you and blow away your mind.

Please don’t make it stop, freeze time instead
Please don’t burst my bubble, don’t make a sound
Let me marinate, just a while longer
I don’t care if you reciprocate, just don’t ruin it for me
I believe, let me believe
I don’t ask for much, just let me breathe
Breathe you in, dream of you, play with you,
Stay with you, stare at you, and sleep with you. Kiss you.

Ode to Ankh

Dear Ankh,

Since we rubbed feet under the table at that dinner, I haven’t slept much,
Thoughts of you ceaselessly torment me,
Images of you won’t give mine mind any calm,
Possibly it was a fleeting instant,
Perhaps the booze fogged up our judgment,
Or maybe it simply was what it was,
A moment,OUR moment
I don’t know what to think, or what to make of it,
I just pray you have trouble getting shuteye too.

Ever yours,
Xx.

Kiss me?

Back to the beginning of the end
Right where it all happened
Back to the spot where electricity flowed
Bursting with desire, hormones raging
Rubbing feet, beneath the desk,
Daze.

I am here, right at the unanticipated rendezvous
Recreating and reliving long gone moments
Where finally we bonded, our energies coupled
Where our eyes met, and our bodies connected
The pit of my stomach turning,
My heart swollen with anticipation.

I want to hug you but I won’t
I want to touch you but I can’t
I want to kiss you, will you let me? I ask.
You giggle, is that a yes? I wonder.

I don’t make my move
I won’t leap before time
I will hold back, even if it kills me
Till lights turn green, amber is fine; at least it’s not red
Embarrass myself I won’t, show my voracity I can’t
I will hunger with class, am I not a lady?